♥seductively eighteen

2009-05-11T01:22:00.000-07:00

TWO MORE DAYS LEFTTTTTTTT !!!!!

ma flight is at 6.30 in the morning and that means i have ta be there ard five in the morning and that means i have ta wake up at four in e morning.
fucking helllllll.

i haven had time ta pack ma bag.
feeling damn lazyyyyy.

i had staff chalet yest. all the G clique.
it was enjoyable.
i had fun.
its been loong since i went this crazy.
miss that bloody puki also.

i have an interview tmr.
tell you again if i like e job. (: heh
its located at bugis. aint that far from ma place so its fine.

im goin AIRPORT ta eat POPEYE w boyf later.
cant wait cant wait. (:
i've been snapping at him this few days.
felt pretty guilty.
i'll be v v v nice ta him later.
i promise. heh

i need ta go buy bra and ma mac foundation later.
i get attracted ta all this pretty bright color bra.
hahaaa!

i'll update you w ma trip ta bangkok w picturessss when i get back yeah!

i feel so lifeless .

2009-05-05T11:20:00.000-07:00

well well well , let me update you on ma life right now.

firstly ;

i passed ma interview for this management trainee job thingy which pays me 1.8k nets, not gross okayyyyyy!
and that is pretty much a v good pay for a first timer like me.
but i'm still considerin it.
i went for the orientation bla bla bla and i dun really like the job.
im outdoor most of the times.
the working hours are v longggg.
its god damn tiring.
and ma feet aches so much until now thanks ta walking around in ma frigging high heels.
sooooooooooooo , i'll most prolly start finding for another one.
its not like there's no more other jobs right.

well secondly ;

ma boyf got called up for army next month.
#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@#$%^&*(!!!
tekong some more !
15 friggin weeksssss!
i have twenty seven days left w him before doomsday.
):
yeah yeah , wish me all the best then.

and then thirdly ;

im goin on a vacation ta thailand next week all by maself!!!!
without ma parents. ((:
well , there's ma cousin who'll be there for work and ma auntie.
so there's like only the three of us there.
i'll be off on the 13th and be back by the 15th.
its mighty awesomeeeee!
cant wait cant wait.
anybody wanna tagg along? heh

i guess this three updates is good enough?
it 3 in the morning and im tired. ):

2009-04-14T20:56:00.000-07:00

im soooooo in loveeee with this song.
its a new band.
one of the band member is dating ashley tisdale.
the lead singer is uber HOT! ((:

2009-04-05T22:31:00.000-07:00

its been ages , yes ages , since i last blogged huh.
im sorry . was so busy that i didnt had tym for it.
work has been tiring, with tons of complaints and fucked up customers.
seriously, what is wrong w singaporeans nowadays?
pretty ashamed for being one.
tsk.

i have work in an hour tym and i haven even showered.
!@#$%^&*(#$%^&*

ma pay will finally be in tmr!
cant wait cant wait. (:
frigging broke right now.

to do list after pay is in:

-register ma frigging license!!!
-get a new mac foundation and eyeliner.
(i kept losing ma mac products! ): )
-get ma V secret perfume.
-go for a manicure and rebond ma hair ! (anybody wanna acc me?)

2009-03-03T20:09:00.000-08:00

all this are ma looooong undated photossss. (:

2009-02-23T20:18:00.000-08:00

LADY GAGA IS SO FREAKING AWESOME ! ((((:

almost all her songs in the album is nice.
and i think she's pretty hot in this picture. hahaa.

i finally went for ma steak date w calyn and nadiah like two days ago at hogsbreath cafe at vivo.
the steak there was heavenly!
and they have live band performing also.
i and nadiah were captivated by the lady's voice lah.
she could sing anything and everything without impersonating them.
damn good!

im like having tons of off days this week.
which i totally likeeeee.
i need a break from work right now.
i dun even have a lil motivation ta go work.
i need a new job.
new job new job new job asap!

sometimes , i do wonder if you're really worth befriending .
im so sick and tired of you.

2009-02-15T22:51:00.000-08:00

what if that superficiality was gone ?
things will turned out a lil tad different .

2009-02-14T22:26:00.000-08:00

ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE UPDATED !
getting lazier day by day.

well , amazingly , i can stil run.
even after ma smoking/alcoholic lifestyle and not running for two years , i managed ta get the timing of 12mins for ma 2.4.
thats like a one min deterioration only.
even nadiah was pretty amazed. hahaha.

been working like nobody's business again!
ive been the highest paid part-timers for consecutive two weeks already with hannah being the second.
workaholic huh.

vday was okay i guess. no , it was fab! heh
hannah gave me flower. red! (:
and he got me a friggin 100 over plus plus plus adidas shoe.
which i cant possibly accept.

i got kl a bag , a balloon, one bottle of tequila and vodka for his bday.
which falls on vday.
the balloon was so big and cuteeeee can!
hannah chose for me.
and apparently , the balloon doesnt wanna ride on a bike w him and flew away.
damn sad lah!
but i guess the balloon made the right choice.
it can nvr survive his bike ride anw. tsk.

went drinking in the night.
w me, kl, calyn and rena.
saw janice and her boyf before that.
she was having a fight w him.
i scolded him for her. (:

im trying ta train ma tequila shots.
yest was the only exeption that i got high v fast.
normally drinkin 6 shots now would get me tipsy not drunk.
but i was so tired running about and rushing that i got tipsy damn fast.
calyn slut was there ta take care of both me and kl.
pretty cute huh.

2009-02-05T09:52:00.000-08:00

sometimes , when i think it over again , i regretted being stupid, throwing ma talent away.
when i see people running , when i see ma medals , when there's anything related ta running , i'll reminisce over that glorious past.
all the good ol' secondary sch time.
and i'll start regretting all over again.
i dun wanna end it , but there's simply no motivation for me ta be back running.
there's no competition ta compete , there's nobody ta accompany me run.
nothing . not even a tiny reason ta hold me back.
and i regretted so very much , for failing ma math.
i could have gone ta njc and continued if that wasnt the case.
fuck.

and i really dunno what i wanna do w ma life.
i thought i've figured everything out , but there were always this hole inside me.
i miss running.
i might sound overly sentimental over lil things like this but it was once a great importance ta me.
it stil is.

fuck ma stupid life .

2009-02-02T10:50:00.000-08:00

i think im gettin ta be an alcoholic like calyn!
went drinkin with matty today.
both of us got really high and started running ard this huge field.
it was pretty hilarious at that point of time.

okay lets skip skip skip.
i was doin mornin shift w hannah slut today.
we went picnic by the bar again.
stealing G milk ta stuff the oreos in before eating.
she and karmila were happily dipping into it while i stand aside savoring the taste of ma oreo without milk. (:
original is stil the best babe!

hannah as usual was being her normal clumsy self.
she broke two glasses today.
tsk tsk.
working w her is always entertaining.
even ma sup couldnt stand it when hannah and i are in the bar or anywhere together.
hahaha!

its 4 in e morning now.
and tmr , im doing full shift with her!
and she forced me ta frigging boil hotdogs before goin ta work. ):
that stupid slut. sobbbbbbb

2009-01-24T07:16:00.000-08:00

its so cliche.
everybody's gettin it when im the one who wanted it in the first place.
tsk.
forget it.
i'll get something better.
dun wanna be a copycat.

2009-01-23T06:15:00.000-08:00

yesterday :
we had dinner together , just the five of us .
its been sooooo long , i have ta admit i miss it.
the nvr ending chatters , the laughters , cooking and cleaning up together .
i've been slowly neglecting them .

i took off today cos we wanted ta eat steamboat together.
we had it all planned .
friday , just for you, even when giraffe needed me ta work .
but life aint fair you see .

it was scary .
i was worried sick.
i thought i was gonna lose you.
there's soooo many things im not ready ta take over.
i was afraid ta face it .

seven hours of ordeal .
i could have lost ma mind.

you looked so fragile , so weak .
it seems like you've lost weight.
i know i've been saying that you've put on weight but looking at how you were doing , made me took it all back.
i would rather you've put on tons of weight and be healthy rather than being skinny and unhealthy.

thank you hannah , kl and matt .
thanks for understanding how i felt.
thanks for those encouraging words.
thanks for caring.
i love you three.

2009-01-20T09:00:00.001-08:00

HANNAH is always ma favvvvvvv shopping spree partner! (:
she makes me buy stuffs without lookin twice at the price .
and thats the best, let me repeat, BEST thing for a retail therapy.
you like it , you just get it. ((:
and she can shop like there's no tmr. seriously.
nadii and i left her for 5 mins ta go ta the shop beside hers ta check out on studs since im in dire needs for studs.
and when she came back ta find us , she bought one freaking dress lah.
fucking fast righhttt.

and our mission ta get NADIAH a new wardrobe failed miserably. ):
she was so hesitant to try out on anything.
she even called calyn ta help her out .
tsk tsk.
and please call nadiah out when you're goin shopping!
she's in need of some shopping trg. really!
she was tired of walking before we even had our shopping spree started. LOL
that lazy pig!

i bought this decent high waist skirt that even ma mom didnt complained about.
i was stunned for once.
normally , whenever i bought a high waist short or some mini shorts , she'll nagg and nagg and nagg saying im wasting money etc etc etc.
den when she looked at ma skirt , she went quiet. scarrrryyyyy.
hahaa.

im sorry that i haven been updating lately.
i feel very tired after work and i didnt have the energy ta even on ma lappy.
and i reach home pretty late everyday even when i have a ride home all the time.
i'll be having tons of openings next week so i'll most prolly be able ta update. (:

and ma bro's getting engaged this sun!
!@#$%(#$%^&

i swear i hate it.

its so unfair that you used ma weakness against me .

2009-01-15T09:41:00.000-08:00

me : im eatin snail now.

calyn: ????
how come ? you caught them downstairs?

me: ma mom cooked lah! damn nice!
you can get it anywhere.
ntuc and markets sell what. its e edible one. (:

calyn: hahahah!
its called escargots ma dear.
le french way . xP

me: i know its snail can already.

i sounded damn bimbotic can!
tsk.

2009-01-15T08:54:00.000-08:00

i haven been updating righttttt!
i know i know.
have been a workaholic . so sorry about that.

it feels weird not being broke since i was always, at this point of time.
retarded right.
i clubbed once this month , and i stil have two more ongoings coming.
))):
it totally ruined ma once a month clubbing principles lah.

ive been working like i have 5 kids ta raise back at home , that i've been neglecting ma frens.
i miss them.
though i see a few of them at work , it's diff from hanging out.
i need some retail therapy here!!!
and girls night out nvr fail ta brighten up ma life.

calyn ! we have our steak date yo!
after this sat okayyyyy. (:

hannah! we have our ring date yo!
and some retail therapy together again! (:
oh yeah! and registering our license!!

clara! we need some drinking date yo!
or supper date! anything that comes first. heh (:

colleen! i miss you slut!
shoppinggggggg okay!!! or movies!!! (:

nadiah! we have ta go gym-ing already!!!
lose some kilooooos ! (:

yunhao! i miss your nonsense can!
hang out hang out hang out!

janice! we stil have our belated xmas date lah!!
book me in advance okay!!

i miss you lil sluts alot!
we shall have a girls night out babes!
soon soon soon! (:

2009-01-06T06:16:00.000-08:00

i've been resting at home for two days.
have been working without having any off day for consecutive 62436721 days now.
being broke is a pain in the ass . its a lucky that i'll have one more day left ta suffer. (:

ma supp paper is in eleven days time and i haven started on any chapters yet.
hahaa!
i guess i really have ta start chiong-ing ta pass it.

ynoe , sometimes , when we walked ard anywhere , esp town , we get ta see diff kinds of couples.
there are those really fat couples or very hot couples. and there are some that is better looking than the other.
like maybe , the girl is the hotter one while the guy is e nerdy one.
or the guy is the new urban male kind of guy and the girl is some fat nobody.
that sorta things .
and we always criticize them and say if the guy/girl is blind ta like their partner.

well , now i really actually understand perfectly on the term love is blind.
its not the looks that matter.
when you get ta know and understand a person deeper, you'll find that person grows better looking day by day.
its like the personality shine through the physicality .

i've been happy and enjoying life pretty much right now.

before ,
you suddenly barged back into ma life telling me things that i would want ta hear so badly.
sadly darling , i dun feel any thing right now.
the feelings are no longer there.
and how dare you come back ta say all this nonsense after i took a lil while ta settle ma emotions, ta put the guards up against that vulnerability.
how dare you , ta try sashaying back into ma life as if nothing had happened.
flirting does not get you anywhere near my vulnerability so back off!
i've learn from ma mistakes , there's no point in this.

and then ,
ta be really cared for by somebody feels really great.
i already have one now.

so you can back off and die sweetheart.
i dun need you anymore.

2009-01-03T00:20:00.001-08:00

39.2 degrees .

im like a walking heater.
cool huh.

2008-12-31T00:46:00.000-08:00

so , just in case im too busy working and couldnt get a chance ta msg you people , i would like ta wish you guys an advanced

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

well, i hope everyone enjoys today ! (:

A, C and D ;
i love you three the most. (:
thanks for everything.

2008-12-28T09:22:00.000-08:00

one thing that i really love about jb is the foooooooods baby!
and oh , the ciggs too though i couldnt get ta buy it at all.
)):
it was friggin cheap!
@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$#@#$%^&*
if only singapore could be like that.

we went shopping at this mall called JUSCO.
a lil weird huh , the name i mean.
it was HELL CHEAP!
gosh! i could run ard the mall, shopping for the whole day la!
if only i could go in and out of jb w ma frens.
i think its mighty awesome!

well , i told ma mom that im so gonna go there shop for the whole day when ma pay is in. ;)
lets say , i spent 200 dollars just for shopping here , i could have spent like 450 ringgit shopping in mlysia instead la!
talking about this makes me hyper already.
hahaha.

im working morning shift later.
and its 2 in the morning now.
and ma korean drama starts in 40 mins.
and i'll most prolly sleep at four since the drama ends at that time.
so im left with four hours ta sleep.
HOLY CRAP!
thats fucking bad!
im sooooo gonna be late for work AGAIN!

2008-12-26T08:43:00.000-08:00

i'll be MIA for two days .
will be back on monday . (:

2008-12-25T10:01:00.000-08:00

i've been too busy with work ta update on ma life right now.
was at work on both the eve and xmas .
and i have work at three tmr and its past ma bedtime , and i desperately NEED ta sleep in order ta be able ta wake up later.
so i'll just summarise what happened for the last two days yeah?

the eve of xmas was super !
though it was hell lot tiring .
i worked for 13hours that day.
we had two events in the morning.
i was supposed ta start work at ten but ended up waking up at ten so i had ta rushed .
reached work at like 10.40. hahaa. they're used ta this already , trust me.

and we(the giraffekins) had this funny colorful hats and mask so we decided ta be sporting and wore it while we work.

it was hilarious. all of us were so hyper.
the customers kept looking at us like we were freaks but eventually some of them wore hats along with us.

we had break at five . finally.
ate a lot , really A LOT.
there were so much leftovers for the buffet and snap some pics during the break.

there were tons of reservations that day.
it was HECTIC.
i and karmila (db3) were the door bitches that day.
totally AWESOME!
it was the first time that a door bitch has a company.
so just imagine how much reservations are there for them ta allow two door host.

we were like a tagg team . hahaa!
saying the same thing ta the customers , and trying ta be e first ta locate the customer's name if they had reserved a table.
the whole place was so packed we could hardly allow any walk-ins .
some of those idiotic customers were late for their reservation so i and karmila took turns to call and check.

me: *pressing the number buttons.
*kring kring .
( *with shocked face )
me: wtf! that stupid mr tan rejected ma fucking call ! that fucker! i dun care! cancel his name!

karmila and i dutifully canceled his name.

and then it was karmila's turn ta call .

kml: im calling from giraffe , just wanted ta know if you're reaching here yet.
customer: oh , actually im upstairs eating right now.
kml: ( shocked*) oh! im so sorry! haha . enjoy your meal sir.

karmila and i looked at each other and started laughing.

it was tiring but it was FUN at the same time!

we have this way cooler wizards and witches hat for new year eve ta wear!
and lots of groovy musics.
i cant wait! (:
countdown might be fun after all. (:

2008-12-21T00:05:00.000-08:00

i made a new year resolution !
its so cliche that everybody's turning over a new leaf bla bla bla so i've decided ta be a bad girl next yr. (:
i'll tell you ma list one by one. and no , of course im not telling you now! ;)

i thought falling in love is hard ,
but i fell in love after a min seeing him.
he's simply adorableeee.

and this cute adorable thing is ma nephew.
yes , im an eighteen years old auntie! damn !
and he's name is even more stylish.
its adam izz .
its rhymes with adam and eve doesnt it? hahha!

some pictures we took when dining at G.

and i of cos , wasnt drunk.
;)

2008-12-17T09:37:00.000-08:00

i bought a colorful yak pak bag for ma sis's bday present .
i think its pretty nice.
i'll upload the picturessss soon.

went ta work today.
still wasnt feeling well.
so i went off at ten instead of the normal eleven oclock.
janice love came by ta G ta look for me. (:
she made ma day . like totally.

so as usual , we camwhored , i know , im still sick yet i still had the energy ta pose for pictures.
hahahha!
i just had ta pose while janice snap snap away with that stupid camera of hers that i wanted ta get for maself.
pffft. UNFAIR!

hannah and i were texting before she left for that batam trip of hers.

me: have a safe trip and try not to jump down from the boat .

hannah: im gonna be so depressed abt not seeing you for 3 days . its hard not to contemplate suicide .

that msg totally crack me up. i miss her . ):
now i have nobody ta irritate while at work. )):

it was a mistake right from the start .
i was foolish .
i was silly .
and now , im breaking free from that small lil hole that's suffocating me.

2008-12-16T15:59:00.000-08:00

i went for the stupid jab yest. ):
having fever right now.
called ma MOD and i dun have ta go ta work. (:

i miss ma sluts already !
they're off ta batam.
)):

twilight was okay though jacob looks disappointing in the movie.
prolly gonna watch it once more with ma frens on e 22nd.

im gonna rest right now.
meeting teddy at 7.

2008-12-15T09:27:00.000-08:00

regretting our first kiss
taste the poison on your lips
bloody and sweet
stop and let me breathe .

so i'll start ta pretend im okay
but you should know by now that
ma life is smoke and mirrors
the one thing is crystal clear
that im e one wishing i was someone else,
anyone but me tonight




the love , the hate , the guilt im feeling .

2008-12-14T23:17:00.000-08:00

i just woke up and its 3.30pm now.
and i have ta bathe in 30mins time so that i wouldnt be late for work.
im a late and a heavy sleeper , i know, i cant help it either .

i need ta pay ma supp paper fees by tmr.
its e dateline.
i have friggin 3 weeks ta study the whole book for ma exams.
and there's no hint at which chapter comin out or not. pffft.

and there's typhim vaccination to get tmr. ):
i tried running away from it for a yr now but got caught eventually.
tsk.
life is so unfairrrrr.
it always is anw.

and i cant wait ta register ma driving license with jeevan.
((((:

2008-12-13T22:54:00.000-08:00

i had ta work for eleven god damn hours today!
from 11 in e morning to 10 in the night.
it was tiringggggggg.
but just thinkin of the money comin in on e 8th pretty much make ma day. heh

i injured ma left wrist AGAIN!
i injured once before , during secondary sch time when im still into running.
den it recovered but i couldnt hold heavy stuffs too long with ma left hand.
so thats practically what i did the whole day yest.
12-5 (holding tray full with heavy plates)
6-10(holding tray with drinks)
it hurts pretty bad right now.

the bitches !
db1 , db2 and db3 (:
i love these girls way much.
and yeah, ma injured wrist ):
the three D.B's with izuan! he's ma fav bitchy partner too. (:
look at our uniform! the color differs .

and ta-dah ! the gessians in G. (: cooliossss.

anymore gessians wanna work at G?
please contact (by authority level)

me the lovely one .
casey wong ! (actually me and casey pretty on par) heh
calyn
hannah
mao
boon cai (he's e baby in e family . his first day of work today. (: )

2008-12-12T10:46:00.000-08:00

i had dinner with oliver today .
it was the typical romantic kinda type.
we went ta steakhouse at clark quay and we ordered ribeye.
and then he ordered a bottle of red wine !
and im really really not a fan of wines!
im more of the cocktail/liquor type of person.
so it was a pretty torturous ordeal for me gulping down half a bottle of it.

alot of the servers was practically staring at me.
like helloooo ! cant i have an ang moh friend?
does going out means im dating him?
pffft.

i thought it'll be an awkward situation but it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.
oliver was entertaining and a jukebox.
he knows almost all e songs in e world !
and he's really friendly.
he talks to the servers , compliments e dishes and talked to our neighboring seaters randomly.
it was funny .

we went ta this pub/bar/mini club called AQUA after dinner.
and then , oliver the friendly made another fren down there.
john is scottish and pretty good lookin for his age.
i had 5 vodka cranberry while oliver had 5 screwdrivers.
i think i hold ma liquor better than oliver la.

i saw alan wu like after an hour staying there.
and i took picture with him yo!!!! (:
i think he have a great body!

oh yeah , hannah kept callin me ta check up on me.
so sweeet right.
she acts like a mother at times.
(:

john and oliver.

alan wu yo! (:

2008-12-11T10:10:00.000-08:00

went retail therapy-ing with hannah slut just now before goin work.
that lil pig called me at eight in the morning just ta ask me ta accompany her shop!
i swear i could strangle her at that moment. heh

went bugis cos she wanted ta get vest.
i didnt want ta shop in e first place but i swear she makes me buy unnecessary things!
we bought shades , and this cute lil shiny black pouch for our handphones.

went heeren ta get her the everlast shoes.
and i ended buying one also.
so we walked ard and we found a nicer vans shoe!
yes , it was so infuriating i tell you.
we regret so much for buying those everlast shoes.

and then hannah slut came up w a brilliant idea.
we'll both buy each other that vans shoe for our xmas gift.
so coool right.
so i totally agreed and we went in ta get that pretty shoes.
(: (: (:

retail therapy totally relieves stress !

i've been very happy for two consecqutive days now.
thank you puki! (:

2008-12-10T08:35:00.000-08:00

went ta punggol ta slack just now.
yeah , i know what you're thinking. (:
but . . .
its a pretty peaceful place i have ta admit. heh.

im dreading work tmr. im feeling so lazy right now.
i just feel like slacking and slacking and slacking but i know i cant.
i need the moneyyyyy.
without it , there's no advance dip. and thats very badddd.
):

i had a really great day today . (:
thank you teddy for remembering that im addicted ta scrabble and brought the board game along.
thank you for those chocolates you bought for me though you eventually forgotten ta give it ta me.
thanks for everything.
you're the best love. (:

2008-12-09T08:09:00.000-08:00

one moment you're saying this and the next moment you're treatin me like this .
make up your mind pleasee!
im sick and tired of this shit.
its not worth it.
so goodbye .

2008-12-08T07:57:00.000-08:00

TELEVISION IS MA NEXT OBSESSION BABY !
we changed it ta hub station and and and .
we have all the channels !!!!
damn cool la!
ive been channel hopping since yesterday.

imagine being at home the whole day watching so many movies without buying or renting dvds.
its so awesomeeeeee .
(: (: (:

alrighty , im off ta entertain maself with ma latest obsession. (:
tata

2008-12-07T08:23:00.000-08:00

an ANG MOH asked me out on a date !
so frigginnnnn cool right!!!
yeah , i thought so too. ;)

well, after work , went for supper with clara and hannah at spize.
we talked over everythings and nothings and all these weirdos we encountered.
damn hilarious.
alot of ahpeks seem ta love hannah la. heh
but dun you think all these weirdos are the one who make our lives more interesting?

so at 1.40 in e mornin, i told them i wanted ta walk home.
damn cool la.
the breeze and everything. its nice and peaceful. (:
yes , peaceful.
when i was nearing borders , there was this guy on a bike who stopped at e zebra crossing after honking at me.
i think he wanted ta send me home sia.
so i pretended ta be engrossed with ma phone and ignored him.
scaryyyy .

lucky there was hannah entertainin me on ma one hour journey home.
thank you bitch!
i stopped by mac before goin home ta get maself a mc flurry.
walkin home is such a tiring task ynoe.

well , i think life is getting better now.
though im still a workaholic. (:
i dun think i'll be able ta get 1k but i'll try ma best.
life is fab fab fab.
and im so chopping ma hair.
(:

2008-12-03T07:10:00.000-08:00

is it possible ta like two person at the same time ?

things are getting much more complicating with them confusing me with their words and actions.
its draining ma energy up.

well , i watched beverly hills chihuahua today.
it was alright i guess.
wanted ta watch wild child but it was left with the first row seat which is a NO-NO !
*shakes head.

went swensen for dinner after that.
their service is way much more horrible than ma workplace okay!
they are as slow as a snail.
grrrr.

and so many are asking me ta send britney's circus ta them.
especially calyn bitch!
im so proud of maself. ;)

2008-12-02T08:12:00.000-08:00

i think BRITNEY have totally make a COMEBACK !
almost all her songs in her new album (circus) rocks ma socks.
its so catchy and addictive!!! (:
you should totally listen ta it!
(: (: (:

2008-12-01T22:51:00.000-08:00

it was a horrible misunderstanding.
i doubt you and got corrupted by those rumors going around.
sorry aint gonna make things better but you forgive me so easily.
there were too many stories that i got mislead from the right and wrong.
do not give up , stay strong. we're here for you. (ynoe who)
i told you millions of times that you're too nice for your own good and thats a weakness.
defend yourself when you're being wronged.
dun just keep quiet.
things will get better soon .

2008-11-30T16:14:00.000-08:00

he charms me like no others .
he have always been charismatic and good with words .
and i really do have a thang for someone with a good command of english.
do not let history repeat itself , learn from your mistakes, iza.
do not fall back into that trap.

and on a lighter note ,
happy birthday sister!
ily. (:

2008-11-29T12:49:00.000-08:00

you were there when i needed comforting.
you protect and support me all the times.
you've been the pillar of strength in ma life.
you rushed down after work just ta break some news.
you've been selfless.
and now , the only thing i could do for you ,
is to protect you back , verbally or physically , working or outside .
thank you puki.
you've been the greatest .
i love you .

2008-11-28T12:39:00.000-08:00

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2008-11-27T23:05:00.000-08:00

CLUBBING WAS AWESOME !
it was fun fun fun .
totally had a great time with hannah, clara and sherry.
it'll be our girls monthly outing (gmo) from now. (:

we went st james instead of phuture cos there wasnt anymore vacancy shit thing.
well , there were of course positive and negative happening in e club,
but whatever happens in the club ends in e club . ;)

dancing for few hours straight was exhausting.
i reached home at 3 plus in e morning and i totally drop dead on ma bed.
yes yes , very unhygienic i know, but i cant help it you see.

myfavboy is in his process of ignoring me.
it was ma fault. yes i admit i was in e wrg.
but i said million of apologies and i just cant stand him treatin me this way. ):
he can scream and shout at me , but no ignoring pleaseeee.
i know, i've been whining and whining ta the girls about this and i know i have ta give him time ta cool down, but i just cant help it.
i'll do anything ta make up for it. anything.

next stop : PHUTURE ON DEC ! ((:

2008-11-26T19:43:00.000-08:00

I AM DELIRIOUSLY HAPPY!
i didnt know it can be that easy.
no longer a bird caged up.
spread ma wings and fly baby!

im finally doing the number one thing on ma list.
which is . . . . . . . . . . . . .
CLUBBING!

gerald love coming over ta be ma bodyguard.
insisted that he wants ta protect me from e other guys.
and he's driving me homeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i think its mighty awesome.
((:

and im filled with sugar and spice and everything nice.
haha
im having a delightful un-complicating spice up life and im happy.
(:

2008-11-25T06:11:00.000-08:00

its six plus in the morning right now.
i just finished watching koizora , this japanese drama.
its only 6 episodes which means it'll take only 6 hours of your time.
i think the drama was great, except for the ending which made me shed a bucket of tears.
the love they shared was unbelievably amazing.
sometimes, i wonder if there were actually such love in this reality world.
well ,watch it and you'll understand. (:

2008-11-24T08:08:00.000-08:00

i've turned into a workaholic all of a sudden.
gosh. i dun believe this.
we're speaking about iza here , e lazy one , remember? yes , that iza not the workaholic crazy iza.

ma whole body hurts and ta make things worse , im down with a fever.
andddddd , ma aunt came ta visit me.
and when she visits me, i normally get this damn frigging horrible back aches.
so , you'll nvr know how much im really suffering now.
and with all this physical sickness, im emotionally deranged.
how bad can ma life be right now.

i totally drag ma feet ta work today.
everyone noticed something was wrg at once.
zimah couldnt get used ta me being all quiet and stuffs. haha
and im working again tmr and i really really cannot make it or i'll faint right at that moment.
so zimah , ma sup gave me a rest day for tmr.
you can nvr know how elated i felt hearing those.

oh , i only ate half a prata for ma brunchnner.
and i stil have no appetite ta eat anything else.
i shall get sick more often.
can lose ma fats faster.

and as usual , work with casey and hannah was superb.
they totally make ma day. (:

2008-11-21T14:58:00.000-08:00

hearing from you reminds me of the past .
reminiscing on the good and bad times .
it was cool on how we used ta click so well , and im still amazed on how we can click now after gazillion yrs of MIA.
it was good hearing from you , great in fact .

2008-11-20T22:48:00.000-08:00

its a lil disappointing when things doesnt go the way that we want it to be.
im not used to it .
i feel weird .
and you're not making it any better .

2008-11-19T22:40:00.001-08:00

IM CRAVING FOR CHOCOLATES AND DONUTS !
get me some pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2008-11-18T22:41:00.000-08:00

i've been working like nobodys business so , didnt really have time ta update.
sorry.
ma dad's finally retired.
im still getting used ta seeing him at home everyday.

madagascar 2 was hilarious !
totally.
went ta watch it with clara , nadiah and celine.
celine part is pretty random right.
hahaa.
and swensen totally sells one of the best ice cream.
it was de-freaking-licious.
yum yum.

last but not least ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!
i love you.
(:

2008-11-14T19:08:00.000-08:00

I HAD SO MUCH FUN YESTERDAY !
so before i start on this entry ,
i would like ta say some special thanks to JAKE , HANNAH AND CALYN ! (:
appreciate what you guys had done for me.
and thank you to those who came down and make yesterday happen.
thank you thank you.
((:

we went ta eat at thai express at vivo.
it was crammed with human beings . like seriously.
after eating, diana and i decided ta go smoke and guess what janice, nadiah and jane gave me?
(the three girls that are so opposed ta me smokin!) , gave me this silver stylo cigg box and this cool green flame lighter.
they were so damn ADORABLE lar! (:
then after that janice and diana had ta leave early which is sad!
thanks janice for coming down!

so after that we headed down ta keppel bay.
i have ta say that the ambience there was damn nice.
the guys had something on so they left first.
so it was left with hannah, calyn, jake, clara, nadiah, colleen, casey, lewis and jane.
jake brought me ard ta look at the surroundings while the rest was busy planning a suprise thing for me. ( i didnt know that of course) hahaha.

so ten mins later , jake covered ma eyes and asked me ta follow him.
and tadah! everyone was there throwing balloons at ma face and colleen snapping all those unglam pictures of mine.
the cake was so cute. i thought it was a cake as in real cake but it was cream so its like a cream cake instead. just try ta understand lar okay. hahaha!

i could hire colleen ta be ma personal photographer. she was the one taking pictures all the time. (courtesy ta nadii's camera.)
while nadiah was busy entertaining herself hittin me with the balloons and blowing off ma birthday candles.
it was totally cool , the ambience , the candles, the balloons, the songs (courtesy to hannah's lappy), the drinks (courtesy ta jake and calyn) and ma fav sweet red wine. thanks love.
its so sad i couldnt bring it home. ):
ma parents will kill me if they found out.

nadiah , colleen and jane left earlier ta catch the last train home.
and the rest of us started playing chucky.
clara and i got a lil high and we started talkin nonsense and falling on e floor laugin our arses off.
we even played baloon soccer. two people in a game. we were both the striker and the defender. hahaha.
hannah was like our mother, keeping us on a look out and taking care of us and have ta stand all our nonsense.
thank you hannah! (:

time passes and we headed home.
clara didnt wan ta go home so early and after few mins of persuasion, she and hannah got into e cab.
lewis , casey and i took e next cab.
thank you casey for taking care of me !
and thanks for staying even when you werent feeling that good.
actions really speak louder than words.
(:

pictures are all with nadiah soooooo ,
i'll upload it asap after receiving the pics yeah. (:

2008-11-13T06:32:00.000-08:00

IM FINALLY LEGAL ! (:

thank you to those who actually wait up till midnight ta wish me happy bday.
i so appreciate it . ((:

its pretty disappointing cos those people that i thought wouldnt bother wishing me at midnight, actually did so and those who i thought would wish , didnt.
its disappointing to know that those who i didnt bother treating well, remembers ma bday and those i thought were ma good frens, didnt.
how ironic huh.
therefore , the moral of the story , never , let me repeat, NEVER, judge a book by its cover.

i thought being eighteen , legal , will be fantabulous , but it turns out as any normal days instead.
but not ta fret , i hope next yr turns out better. hahaha!

i went retail therapy today cos im so in need of clothes.
yes , clothes!
but seriously, i couldnt find any that i like. ):
i bought like only two piece of top after five hours of shopping. pffft.
and ma mom was sick but she still went out with me.
thank you mummy! (:

and ma dad was so hilarious.
he was working afternoon shift yest so he'll be home by 1plus in the morning.
and i received his msg at 11.59 pm.

daddy: happy bday, i hope you'll be a responsible lady etc etc etc etc etc . . . . . and not be an ah lian.
iza: im not an ah lian! im your perfect popular daughter okay! (:

OMG! ma dad knows whats an ah lian. hahahha!
and he even called me one. im not okay! tsk tsk.

2008-11-12T05:30:00.000-08:00

im so in need of so many thingssssss!
im gonna be a workaholic starting from next week (:
next month xmas already.
tons of presents ta buy so of cos im in need of CASH!

and casey love , you so owe me ! (:
he almost lost his baby handphone yesterday if its not for me. heh
and he also get ta meet the pretty girl who found his hp.
and thanks to meeeeeeee.
so casey wong , you better treat me well hor! (:

im waiting for ma pizza ta arrive while typing away.
im hungry.
i've been munching foods the whole day.
oh yay!
it came it came!
im gonna eat now.
tata

2008-11-09T08:53:00.000-08:00

jeevan darling gave me a brilliant idea for ma third thing to do when im finally legal.
buy 4D!
i mean you can nvr ever buy it till you're finally eighteen right?
heh.

i've been browsing thru e net to find a nice place for dinner.
ive been craving for steamboat and i cant find any thats halal.
like wtf right.
pffffft.
so ma fan.

oh shit , ma batt gonna be dead and i cant plugged it in cos im too lazy ta go ta e nearest power plug.
so im gonna update more tmr okay!
(:

2008-11-08T00:44:00.000-08:00

whats most important is not who you fall in love with , but how you love someone.

(:

2008-11-07T21:13:00.000-08:00

im totally screwed.
three out of five chapters that i studied came out for exams.
&^(&%$#@#$%^&*()($#@!@#$%^&()(*&^!@#$%&
so its a total suck cork.
but i dun bother anymore.
its party time baby!
((:

i need to look for a REAL job!
and i have no idea how ta do that.
im gonna do ma advance dip like march next yr.
well , it all depends on ma internship actually. or ma REAL job.
i need experience mannnnn!

i cant wait ta turn legal.
which is sooooon. ((:
i mean its so unfair, in some countries, you can actually get a license when you're sixteen.
but for us, we actually have ta wait till eighteen!
and the next batch is twenty-one! @#$%^&*(@%!

first thing on ma list
* get a frigging car license !
it'll be very sweet if you get me an audi car as a gift. heh.
i'll treasure that baby. ;)

second thing
*CLUBBING!
i mean , you're finally legal right. whats e point of not even goin in once when you can.
its all the experience.
im sooooo not gonna get addicted like those clubbing frens of mine.

third thing,
well , i have not thought about it yet. hahaha!
what else can you do when you're finally legal?
i'll say again when i made up ma mind yeah.

2008-11-06T02:12:00.000-08:00

someone: so, what do you like about mm?
me: he's everything i've ever wanted. (:
someone: thats a very deep thing for you ta say about anyone. you really must like him. happy for you iza. he's a nice guy. better treat him well.

isnt he supposed ta be treatin me more well ?
pffffft.
damn that idiot.

2008-11-06T01:32:00.000-08:00

i was browsing thru the net to find for some trendy hairstyles that i could change into.
i need a brand new look okayyy!
oh yeah , you guys should visit trendyhaircuts.blogspot.com .
i think the hair styles there are pretty cooooool. ;)

i showed this pic to nadiah since she like funny funny hairstyles and she said it looks ugly.
i feel so hurt! heh

and i think this guy is HOT. (:
oooh! i was intending ta cut ma hair like MRS VICTORIA BECKHAM (:
but i ended up liking this hair cut instead. heh. so im gonna change ma hair to this! (:

the lazy iza is finally done with her five chapters of direct marketing.
pretty fast huh?
so im slacking and watching corner with love online.
its a taiwanese drama showing on channel u now.
kinda funny so i likeeeee.

its been a week now.
a week of resisting the temptation.
so nadiah , you have ta be proud of me okay!
im not gonna quit yet but im just showing that i can stop doing it anytime. ;)
let me enjoy ma life now ynoe. heh

tmr's ma last day of hell and it'll be party time for me.
i need a real job now.
im having second thoughts on becomin an intern for royal sporting house.

2008-11-05T00:42:00.000-08:00

OBAMA WON ! (:
you should have listen to his victory speech . it was frigging good and i mean really GOOD!
he have so much supporter and he's really gonna change america ta a better place.
which is a good thing.

and nadiah said obama is good looking! -_-"

oh well , i've been lazy as usual.
im only done with one chapter out of five. hahaa.
and ma exam is on fri.
and im really really lazy ta actually starts taking out ma notes ta memorize.
i'll simply look at a line and close it back.
yeah , thats how lazy i am.

and i dun get some people.
how can they fall for someone so fast?
let me state an example, you just broke up with someone ,
and the next moment you're head over heels for another someone.
i mean , isnt that a lil bit ridiculous?
can you fall for someone so fast?
is that true love?
can you last?
well , i dun think so.
mayb im lookin at this negatively cos im not those people who can fall for someone just like that.
well , its personal preferences isnt it.
im just stating ma opinions.

and oh , i think ma life is becoming boring.
i need something ta spice up ma life.
well , i do have ideas here and there, but im not telling you guys now.
;)
you all will most prolly find out sooner or later.

2008-10-29T01:03:00.000-07:00

to salvage it or to give it up?
thats a question.

2008-10-28T23:54:00.000-07:00

HOLLA !
i am so so very sorry for not updating.
ma internet connection went a lil kuku.
seriously.

im gonna start chiong-ing for ma exams soon.
ma last two modules before i officially graduate with a dip in b marketing.
so coool righttt.
most of ma frens are in yr one in poly now.
so,
when they're in their yr two , i'll be getting ma advanced dip
anddddd
two yrs after that, i'll get a degreeeeeee.

okay okay.
i shall stop now.
i'll update again soon yeah.
i have some repairing ta do with ma stupid connection.
(:

2008-10-20T10:21:00.000-07:00

im finally done with ma FIT project.
one more project left ta go.

and im so fucking shagged, i almost died.
and im a very very very grumpy person right now.

YOU"VE BEEN WARNED.

2008-10-19T02:54:00.000-07:00

i was on the bridge of insanity when i received a msg .

jake: need help? call hotline 9******9. (his number of course)
iza: hahaa. (: i so adore you.

im really chiong-ing for ma project right now.
i doubt i'll be sleeping tonight.
yippeeeee!

2008-10-18T00:00:00.000-07:00

happy happy advance birthday love !
i hope you enjoy yourself later.
ma hard work okay! (:

thanks for everything.
taking care of me when i got a lil high'. heh
thanks for being there for me all the tyms.
its been six months plus now.

i so adore you. (:
ily.

2008-10-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

im beginning ta get a lil irritated by the events that turns out to be not as i expected.
i gave you guys two weeks or even more.
two frigging weeks ta made up your mind.
sometimes , you can be a pain in the ass .
im not gonna care anymore .

2008-10-16T12:55:00.000-07:00

i slept pretty early today and woke up at 1plus in the morning feeling hungry.
and i couldnt go back ta sleep so i decided ta go online.
and nadiah wasnt asleep yet so she entertained me by msgin for awhile.

nadiah: i cant slp now. buddy's slping on my bed. awww.
iza: ugly buddy rhymes . (:

i wanna skip school later.
and janice sleeping like a log right now.
she nvr reply ma msg ta tagg along go shopping tmr.
anybody can accompany me ?????

no more tequila shots for me .
the consequences is pretty dire.

2008-10-16T12:17:00.000-07:00

MONDAY:

invited them for dinner at ma place. jake reach ma place the earliest. followed by casey and hannah. watched dead silence while waiting for the other two bitches ta arrive. and i really love irritating hannah with ma questions . heh (:
casey damn kiddy can! he dun even dare watch dead silence. tsk.

we ate dinner when nadiah and calyn arrived.
they're like friggin hungry ghosts.
you should have seen the amount of foods they actually ate (esp casey and jake and CALYN)
i didnt know skinny ppl actually eats that much.
they literally lick everything up.
including the pots and pans. (:

and after that we continued watching the second half of the movie and then CAMWHORE!
it was very warm and we were sticky and perspiring. that sounds a lil wrong isnt it?

she looks like some ghost stucked in the mirror trying to crawl out. heh

i love jutting out ma butt. ;)
puki & me !
i think this pic is seriously cool. (mm being blocked by casey)
the BUTCHES!
THE ORIGINAL FOUR (:

2008-10-07T01:59:00.000-07:00

i started snapping some pics with ma pathetic lousy phone on ma way visiting relatives yest.
so here are some shots.
i like the first one. it gave me these eerie feeling. cool huh. (:

i wanted to attend school early today.
imagining maself to be e first person ta arrive in class.
so i set ma alarm at seven fifty in e morning instead of ma usual eight thiry (ma lesson starts at nine fyi)
so e next mornin when ma alarm rang , i woke up to find that its nine in e morning.
like wtf.
ended up late again. i think im cursed.
i can nvr reach sch early.

well , i finally have someone ta acc me ta sch from now onwards.
(i so didnt know ma fren lives at tpy)
it motivates me ta attend sch now since i always go sch and back home alone.
it can be pretty boring after doing it for five months now.
so yippee yay.
i finally have company (:

of fcuk. i seriously hate projects. pffft.

2008-10-04T05:22:00.000-07:00

STAND UP TO CANCER (LIVE) -

2008-10-04T02:13:00.000-07:00

im so sorry for not updating again.
hari raya was pretty hectic i may say, and with tons of ma projects piling up and waiting for me ta make ma moves on them.
so pardon me for this week alrighttttt. heh

oh well , happy bday clara tay ! (:
i so owe you a dinner after your o's yeah.

and im pretty addicted ta crush by david archuleta. (:
thank you janice. heh

oh well , i'll update perhaps tmr or monday more yeah.
im off ta do project!
):

PS: this song is frigging nice! go listen. ((:

2008-09-29T09:22:00.000-07:00

how do i prevent someone from having a one night stand?
- you nvr know what diseases the person might be carrying?

desperate times calls for desperate measures.
i think its damn dumb to be desperate for it.
some people feels that its a no big deal but i seriously feel disgusted over it.
no offense here , but seriously , do you live just for sex?
stop being an idiot please.
you will not die without it , even for a lifetime.
it all depends on you , yourself , whether you're mentally strong to resist it.
its a great disappointment, especially coming out from you .

2008-09-24T03:58:00.000-07:00

i know i haven been blogging but i really dun have e tym ta go online.
hari raya is approaching and everybody's busy with spring cleaning.
i got school and work ta do.
PLUS HOUSEWORK!
omg!!!

im going ta cut and highlight ma hair someday this week.
yay!

malay gathering had been uber fun as usual.
i'll upload e pics some other time yea.
(:

2008-09-18T11:15:00.000-07:00

i finally got ta see jake today .
after so so longgggggg .
(:

we went ta watch this jap movie at cine.
it looks adorable but jake kept on saying the movie so gay. hahaa!
he didnt wan ta watch it but . . .

ynoe how he always give in ta me right . ;)
so he ended up watchin with me while he kept saying its a gay movie throughout the two hours.
horrible guy.

went ta dine at G after that since calyn was working.
i finally got ta eat MUSHIMONO! ((((:
its damn nice okay!

okay , i have ta sleep early.
working morning shift tmr . ):
but since its so slacking in e mornin, i dun mind.
(its like free pay ynoe. ;) )

wo de nan peng you zhen de hen fan .
(:
ily.

2008-09-13T23:21:00.000-07:00

im finally free from any exams ! for now .
im really in a lazy mood ta update so i'll just go straight ta the point.

do the polls yeah . im not sure if i want ta dye ma hair or highlight it .
and i wanna do it asap when im still not broke okay.
(:

2008-09-11T21:37:00.000-07:00

yesterday when i was in e midst of studying , i received a msg from hannah askin me ta call her.
she was in e train travelling ta orchard with casey.

both of them started entertaining me with their nonsense (they were each using an earpiece) and casey telling me not ta die early since i was so sickly.
they started arguing who knows me better and of course hannah won after talking like a shotgun to casey. (she always talk in this super fast speed and i dun know why i can understand it)
thank you, you two idiots for showing me that you care. (:

and that idiotic casey found a bloody new job then nvr jio me. tsk.
now im stuck at G for e rest of ma life.
i need a new job! ASAP!

tmr , ma final paper till seven weeks later.
i think im prepared ta die.
for once im gonna flung a module.
MARKETING OPERATIONS IS GOD DAMN HARD!
seriously.

i've been stucked at home for a week now. i dun care , after tmr , im gonna start hanging out!
anybody wanna go shoppinggggggggggggg?
im so in need of pretty clothes! oh , and shoes. and bags. ;)

oohhh! i forget.
ma red highlights are turning orangey.
i dun know if i wanna dye ma hair or highlight it.
anybody can give me some opinions?

five months and stil counting . . .
ily. (:

2008-09-09T12:07:00.000-07:00

i remember ahpek sitting beside me in class , motivating me ta listen during math lessons.
i remember how much i used ta hate math lessons. anything that has ta do with math.
(i still hate it now)
i remember melvin sitting in front row , in front of ahpek , and zijie in front of me.
i remember gengfai sitting behind me with benjamin and janice behind them stucked e whole yr with the two outcast. (marwa and elaine)
i remember gengfai and melvin spouting nonsense and their lame jokes, entertaining me e whole time and zijie sleeping in class the whole day.
i remember janice switching place ta sit with melvin and ahpek moving seats to be with syafiq during biology.
i remember how fun it was in school.
how fun it was ta stay with the friends you are so used to seeing that you've grown to be so comfortable ard. how loved ma life has been.

i miss every lil things about it.

and now , lifes has turn out a lil differently.
i dunno why but there's this lil thing nudging me, telling me how UNimportant i am.
how lonely i've become.
im tired and on e verge of giving up.
shut up iza and stop ranting on about your pathetic life.

i think im dying soon.
i cough like an old auntie ever single day.
and ma mucus doesnt wanna come out no matter how swollen ma nose have been for trying to blow ma nose consistently.
and i've been scratching ma legs and i wun stop till it bleeds.
god , i think i've been possessed. literally.

oh man ! you have ta be kidding me !
i bet there are more females reading ma blog then males.
just do the bloody survey wun make you a pussy .

2008-09-08T03:25:00.000-07:00

i got ppl who viewed me from the UNITED STATES!
cooliosssssssssssssssssssssssss. heh
nuffnang's motivating me ta update ma blog regularly.

ooohhhhh, i had an exam on principles of business management today.
it was a breezeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
and i have a story ta share! ;)

there's this china guy in ma class who is like so freakinggggggggg DUMB. like seriously.
within twenty mins from the start of the exam , he was caught for cheating.
omg! thats like the stupidiest thing cannnn!
he put his notes in his passport and when he thought the invigilator wasnt looking (she was behind walkin towards him) he flipped open his passport and started copying.
THATS THE MOST DUMB ASS THING TA DO. *shakes head.

and, im gonna start studying tmr for ma next paper on friday which is . . . .

MARKETING OPERATIONS !

im like officially broke and ma friggin pay aint in yet. @#$%^*!*
i mean how long does it take siaaaaaaaaaaa!

and i've decided that mdis is actually okay.
its not so stressful and not so relax. you get what i mean? if you dont then just shut up and continue reading okay.

well . .
ma clique is totally awesome!
its not as cool as ma sec sch life but its getting to it.
and im gonna go for advanced diploma after ma dip. (:
yay!

2008-09-06T06:11:00.000-07:00

i think nuffnang works with wonders.
you should try it too . (:

2008-09-06T02:06:00.000-07:00

im tired. ):
im down with horrible flu and i think ma nose have grown eighty percent bigger than its usual size.
its frigging painful lar!

im having exam on monday and im only done with two chapts.
well, i hope ma flu will stop asap so i can continue studying.

oh yeah , im damn damn hungry!
and i cant study when im hungry.
pfft.

2008-09-04T10:31:00.000-07:00

these five months especially have been filled with ups and downs. but even then , we managed ta solve all the problems we faced, be it a major misunderstanding or our lil arguments.
thank you for always being there for me, for not giving up halfway, for fulfilling all of your promises and for your everlasting patience towards me.
i love you darling. (:

2008-09-02T22:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY CALYN LIN XINNI !

though you always are in the rebellious mood when you're with me, opposing ta whatever i say most of the times, and i ended up getting a lil pissed, i still love you bitch. (:
the times i spent with you is always fun. you have been ma working bitch partner, drinking partner, shopping partner, slacking partner, starbucks partner, almost everything we've been through together.
and i love it when you kept feeding me porns. ;) hahahaha! dun think you're eighteen can stop feeding me with porns hor!

ily bitch.

2008-09-01T00:12:00.000-07:00

post deleted .

good if you have read it.
too bad if you didnt.

(:

2008-08-31T23:03:00.000-07:00

this five years have been filled with ups and downs, and through that our friendship became stronger. thank you for being there for me all the time be it good or bad, you know me best. i adore those bitching sessions when we start laughing hysterically and those funny moments when we look at each other in eye and then laughed at some random person. i might not know how ta express myself in some ways or another but just note that i really cherish our friendship. and i hope we dun stray away from each other too much in this coming months/years. HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY NADIAH SOHARDI!

i love you babi! (:

2008-08-30T02:33:00.000-07:00

im bored.
ma stomach hurts like crap.
boyf workin at suntec today. ):
im bored.
im tired of studying.
i need money.
im a total broke ass right now.
(till ma pay come that is)
im bored.
i dunno what ta do.
im bored.
im boredddddddd.

2008-08-29T08:55:00.000-07:00

some times i just dun get it.
i just dun okay.
fuck.

2008-08-28T01:42:00.000-07:00

i've been too busy with projects ta actually update ma blog.
its like every a month and a half, i'll have two module exams.
and im goin ta start in e working industry earlier than those in poly.
and i aim ta get all As for all ma six modules, which i believe i can achieve.
so . . .
its a lil stressful i guess.

so tmr, ma last day of sch.
having study week on e first day of fasting month.
gosh! (i always dread this day)
its not as though im like so holy ta fast. pffft.
and e following week, holla, ma exams.
so im sticking ma butt at home for this 2 weeks.
though i seriously wanna go out , shake ma skinny arse ard and have fun, i cant.

i'll be very glad if any of you will be kind enough ta call me once in a while ta check if im dead yet.
(:

oh yeah! ma recent project, (marketing operations)
have done very well in fact.
ma team and i achieved an A.
so i would love ta thank all their hardwork and that, its worth our effort and lack of sleep.
thank you peeps. (:

i'll try not ta whine and bitch on how stressful i'll get for the next two weeks.
so till then .
heh

2008-08-18T07:44:00.000-07:00

i woke up at seven in e morning today.
accompanied ma mom ta send ma grandpa for an eye operation at sgh.
split way with ma mom and grandpa after that ta meet jake at his house.
i took like thirty mins roaming ard the bloody sgh can!
ended up meeting jake at BM lib. heh.

went ta sch after that.
for once i attended sch damn early. (:
was dead sleepy e whole day.

and i am so happy when ma lecturer told me i did pretty well for ma previous module. (:
lets just pray that im able ta get an A.
oh pleasie pleaseeeeeee.
i so adoreeeeeeeeeee marketing. heh.

i was watching olympic just now and i so adore ELENA ISINBAEVA from RUSSIA!
she's so fucking COOL!
like seriously.
she set a new record for women pole vault at 5.05m.
after she did her jumps , she'll just wear back her windbreaker and go back ta sleep and she can stil do so well for her event lar!

when she's not doin her jump , she sleeps. hahaa. (:

she so pretty rightttt?! (:

and i adoreeee angelo taylor.
you should see the way he run 400m hurdles.
fucking awesome.

well , i cant wait ta eat sakae sushi tmr with ma school bitches.
have been craving for it for ages now.
tata.

2008-08-10T03:30:00.000-07:00

sometimes , unknowingly, i'll get distracted a lil and start neglecting those who are important ta me.
and sometimes , i took longer than expected ta realise it.
im trying ma best ta juggle everything together and its hard. very hard.
i treasure and cherish those memories of our good ol' times together.
the nvr ending chatters, the bitching session, the embarrassing moments.
and all will be fine. i hope it'll be fine.
that we dun stray away and forget how special our friendship has been.

ily puki .
& ilyt babi.

2008-08-09T11:20:00.000-07:00

i went ta work on NATIONAL DAY!
it was damn good! let me repeat , DAMN GOOD!
its like free money. seriously. hahaa.
i was so boreddddddd and on e verge of dying when suddenly ,
CALYN AND CINDERELLA CAME!

it was pretty hilarious and i kept makin fun of cinderella.
i bet she felt like punching me at that point of time. hahahah!

calyn: get her any drink (cocktail) that is sweet.
iza: what does she want?
cinderella: anything.
iza: aiyah i get for you sugar syrup kay. damn nice. you'll like it one.
cinderella: *starts giggling away.

and on and on . well , i strictly told ma beloved bartender navin ta give all of them extra alcohol. ;)

jake gave me a surprise showin up later. (:
how i miss him so much.
does gin and tonic really taste that nice?
i have no idea. it taste too manly for me but who am i ta bitch right.

ordered pizza! and kept on eatin and eatin with ma colleagues.
i gave jake and calyn one each okay!
cinderella went home alr. ): she missed out on e pizza.

so at one thirty , cab home with ma colleagues and navin was like a drunkard.
he kept on laughin and laughin and i couldnt help laughin at him.
it was HILARIOUS!
we were e noisiest, kept makin fun at each other till e taxi uncle laughed along with us.
it was a darn good day.
darn good.

(:

2008-07-29T10:36:00.001-07:00

OMFG!

what the hell is fucking wrg with ma template man?!
i'll change ma skin asap yeah!
just bear with it for a lil while kay.

2008-07-27T09:31:00.000-07:00

i had so much fun today. (:
i have ta thank this bitches for making ma life more enjoyable.

jake
hannah
joell
casey
calyn
gerard

well , the day started out like this ;

hannah came over ma place ta slack and play SCRABBLE!
it was damn funny and i started making out stupid twit words. hahaa
i mean you cant blame me when all e alphabets i had was like W, V, I, O, S and Z.
so hannah puki kept laughing at me for ma twit words. (that evil bitch!)

jake came like ard three as he was givin ma sister math tuition.
that poor lil boy. he did helped me when i was stuck and i got triple word score for it! ;)
well , later on, calyn bitch called ta ask us help her buy this perfume.
so we headed dwn ta lucky plaza ta get e unknown perfume.
the brand damn weird lar! but the smell was pretty nice. heh.

we went ta starbucks at ps after that. (we walked all the way there ynoe!)
we had some drinks and chatted.
reminiscing over the past and hannah kept telling jake ma embarrassing sec school life story.
pfffftttt!
we went ta shop at fox and ate at pastamania.
both idiots wanna eat at subway(which i dun like) so we ended up at pastamania.

joell finally came ! (he ended work at 8pm)
so we went dwn ta G ta meet casey and calyn bitch.
casey was in charge of the bar and calyn was e bar sitter. (POWER!)
so we had some drinks and casey bitch was so nice he gave us extra.
like almost everything extra.we even had some free drinks. (:
and on top of all that, i have staff discount! yay!

so we started spilling some beans and updating our personal lives.
gerard came later and he was e absorber. everybody was talkin so much and he kept quiet, smilling and laughin at our lil jokes.
jake was a lil tipsy (he drank e most) , and started kissin ma back , neck, hand. tsk tsk.

waited for calyn and casey bitch ta finish work and went back ta ps.
calyn needed ta withdraw her money.
we had ta go dwn the escalator and its was the wrg side.
casey, calyn, jake and i was too lazy ta walk ta e other side so we started running dwn e escalator. it was hilarious. ynoe like moving against time. that sort of things. heh
that hannah puki didnt wanna run dwn e escalator w us. (she too fat lar, thats why)

after that, casey and calyn started their burping competition.
burping at each other after every sentence. (retarded rightttttt!)
but we were laughin the whole way. our source of entertainment.

it was a really fun day and i miss hangin out with ma other bitches!
looking forward for our malay class gathering. (:

2008-07-25T20:32:00.000-07:00

HOLLA!
for those who are a bit slower , jake's full name is Jake Ho Ming Mao. (:
hahahaha!

i am deeply irritated with ma pimples popping out for no reasons.
and currently, its pretty huge!
i mean i have work and school ta go to, and this pimple keep popping out like nobody's business.
one thing i would wanna wish for now -> ta have flawless skin.
sad case it wouldnt happen right.
pfft.

x-files was pretty okay. it could have been way better if there were more actions than talkin.
but since im a x-files fan for pretty long, i would say that its good.
you just have ta understand the story. (:

im working at G today. like finally. after so long righttt.
i miss workin together with casey and calyn. (they're ma bitches there)
casey, do you realized that we have been workin at G for nine months by next month?
cool huh.
hahahaha!

i only slept for six hours. and i have work at six all e way ta one.
and i cant wait!
i miss e ppl there. (:

ooh, and as usual , e person who couldnt make it for e malay outing is syed.
typical aint it.
he's always e busiest.
ppl who are workin while schooling can be free and he cant. pfft.
well , i cant be bothered already.
who cares right.

2008-07-23T11:47:00.000-07:00

im dead tired.
ma feet hurts like crap.
ma eyes can barely peek through ma eyelids.
im scratching maself like a monkey.
well , not really like a monkey but close ta that.

i hate working but e best part of all, is that i get ta see him and e cash i'll be getting every two weeks.
so it aint that bad i guess.

im trying ta update regularly so ma blog wun be so dead.
but im really really really * yawn , really really *yawn again, sleepy. ):

im off frm work tmr. (like finally!)
gonna watch x-files with him! (:
and i seriously cant wait ta hang out with ma frens.
i cant wait for e malay class outing.
hopefully e idiotic guys could make it.

well, i'll update more next tym yeah.
*yawn .

2008-07-20T21:56:00.000-07:00

im finally back ta blogging!
sudden urge for it i guess.
school's been fine.
having ma term break for now. (:
im stil busy with bloody work and stuffs that i dun even have time for my friends.
i've been seriously missing these bitches badly.

this retarded bitch! haven seen her for weeks lar! i miss hearing porns from her. (: she's like ma all rounder bitch. she's always there near me. we work together, we had e same cca, we were in e same class for five yrs. it was totally a bliss.
nadiah so cute rightttt! i love this pic of hers. her nose looked smaller than usual. ;) i miss those secondary sch times with her. our track trg , our lil gossips together. her contagious laughter! i remember we have this thing about us. when we see sumtin funny , we nvr fail ta look at each other first and then we start laughing our ass off. she's someone i really treasure alot.
this funny wacky bitch. there wont be a time without her that is boring. she totally cracks me up. she's like e nonsensical walking encyclopedia (if theres such a thing) hahaa! we camwhore all e times when we are together. and i totally adore her.
this is ma puki aka mama keling. ;) i miss those times i used ta be damn close with her. we were always in e same class and lessons til we got sick and tired seeing each other faces. even then, we will still talk non stop in class. tchers will never , let me repeat, NEVER let us sit together in class. hahaa! i really love those funny times.
this is ma bird face bitch. she loves ta camwhore. and she's not scared of anything. like if we were walkin together and there's a guy who rudely bang into her , she'll most probably scream at the guy. damn funny lar! she's like ma ah lian and she hates ppl calling her that. hahaha. (:
this babi! i haven seen her for ages i tell you. she just silently disappeared on me. well , i've known this bitch for six yrs now. she is the first person i talked to in sch. we have our ups and downs durin our lower sec yrs but she's really a fun person ta be with. she's like uber noisy and we always act minah together. we make fun of ppl we see in e train and we always talk in this minah slang. ma malay is deteriorating like crap now lar. eh babi ! we have ta meet up soon and improve our malay again. (:

i really really wanna go back ta the old times again. secondary life was e best i ever had.